Carolina Quotes
Plebe year is just rough. I cried all the time. I wanted to go home, and my father kept me there. Every time I’d call on the weekends, he’d say, “Stay one more week and then we’ll talk about it.”
Charles Bolden Carolinian
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Oral history interview by Sandra Johnson, Houston, Texas, 6 January 2004; NASA Johnson Space Center Oral History Project
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- NASA Johnson Space Center Oral History Project
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- 2004
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“Plebe year is just rough. I cried all the time. I wanted to …” Charles Bolden. Carolina Quotes, record CQ-C93DFE609C. https://carolinaquotes.com/quote/c93dfe609c
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I grew up in Columbia, South Carolina, and at the time, a congressional appointment was out of the question. So, I wrote my congressman, my senators; yes, my two state senators, my congressman, and the Vice President of the United States, who at the time was Lyndon B. Johnson, every year from ninth grade, saying that I wanted to go to the Naval Academy. I would get letters back, very kindly, from each of them each year, saying, “Well, it’s not until your senior year that you’re eligible, so just kind of relax and enjoy life.” I would write them back and say I just wanted them to know who I was, because I was serious about it.
Technically, we were fully qualified, fully ready, and everything. Emotionally, I wasn’t even close. I started crying. Not bawling or anything, but just kind of tears rolling down my cheek when I looked out the window and saw the continent of Africa coming up. It looked like a big island. Just awesome, unlike anything I’d ever imagined.
I just don’t remember being afraid. Apprehensive is something different. Before every single flight—and I flew four times—before every single flight I would lay there in my seat, just with stuff in your stomach, because there was so much to do that you just didn’t want to do something wrong and put the crew in jeopardy. So, that bothered me. You work your way through it, but to say that it was a piece of cake—for some people it was, or for some people it may have been, but never for me. I worked really hard every flight.